Here we are again...

 Here we are again....

It's November 2021.  I'm in Yosemite again.  What can I say, it's affordable!, although I still feel like I have one foot out the door at all times.  

I came back mid May and ended up supervising Glacier Point.  I definitely felt rusty on the manager front.  But I do know retail....

My Mom and Brother are doing so well in Washington now.  They even moved to a new apartment in a SHAG community.  My Mom sits in the window and looks out onto to world (courtyard) and is really enjoying the light and natural views.  So opposite their last apartment cave...

Here are some things I've written down over the past few months:

*"Don't turn away. Keep your gaze on the bandaged place. That's where the light enters you." - Rumi

*Know Expectations -(SF)

*"See ya forever Dad" -T-Shoe

*"I'm kinda in love with it. Then I'm like WTF!?" -Laura (she was actually talking about a rug she was thinking about buying, but it so perfectly explains---(me) )

*"...but I think it's important to do things where you don't know what the answer is going to be, because that's where you really learn something." - documentary,  52-Hertz Whale

There has been a lot of writing, some therapy sessions, some work, a lot of driving, a TON of murder shows, tears, fears, music, books, walks, dogs, phone calls, text messages, photos...

contemplation, consideration, exhaustion, wonder, maybe some happiness thrown in there as well.